Still Wishing

I still wish to have someone just for me. A person that puts me first and above all. And I would, equally put him above all. I don't know if those things even exist, but it sure would be freaking nice. But what if I don't ever find you? What if everyone had already found a partner? Remember in class when you had to be in that group of three, because no one wanted to pair up with you, or they preferred someone else? What if that's how it works. I would die. I just... I is too much to ask? Maybe it is. I need to go out looking for you, I don't know where to start.