"Oh you got me blinded."

(new hope)

So, that was that.  Nothing happened. After  pouring myself out, its was like that unwanted "k." Thank God and Rachel that I got my head straight before I thought it was Love. Because if I had thought it was, the outcome would have been devastating. And it's not! I'm not unaffected entirely, but it doesn't seem to hurt nearly as much I would think. Thanks also to that crazy Pollack... :) Without even meaning to, you have done so much for me! I'm crazy about you and wish we could be closer and enjoy life together. We both know the chances are slim, but we will always be close. I still believe. So, with you I basically have happiness insured for a long long time, but there's still a satisfaction part that needs to be fulfilled. We both know that. So, I will go though a little road and find some nice... anchors to hold on to.